Thursday, April 13, 2006
My voice apart.
*This was a comment I made on Doro @ Sheera's blog. It's rare that I blot out my feelings on others' blogs. Or maybe it's not so rare. I miss you, Dodoness! When will I see you again?*
**To my dearest seniors, I nak badges tu jugak!**
Assalamualaikum.
I miss you too.
I miss you more.
No, MORE!
Hehe.
Finally, a break.
And I'm going to miss my 'mat salleh' friends.
They might not get you at first.... And you most likely won't get them most of the time. But sooner or later, when, as you said, you feel like you belong in wherEVER in Australia you are, you start becoming more confident of your place in the heirarchy. And it shows. You speak up and voice out more. You hang out with the 'puteh's and realize that "humans are all essentially the same"(2006).They like poking you about Malaysia and they are amazed that you have never had an Easter bunny, like, ever ("REALLY?").
I may be 'Noor' (you lucky thing with no prefix names, you), but most people call me Syaz. My newfound sisters call me Awin.
I FEEL the lurve.
But now home feels even nearer. The fact that it's not makes me sad.
I don't wallow. I just miss. I wouldn't trade anything for what I have here.
Except maybe a hug from my mom and dad and Syamir.
Memories of the farewell from home blow my mind...
And I've taken up more space than I should.
Oh, Doro. Come down soon, you hear?
Ucu.
this has been a rant by Syazwina Saw at 11:29 pm
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